Take my hand tonight.

Music monday is a bit different today. No record sharing. I am running on as little as two hours of sleep in the past two nights but OH MY GOD was my night amazing or what. I don't need reminders of why I love this band but it never harms getting some. They are my sunshine, my hapiness, my entire world. I love them so so SO much. I feel like their third concert I saw was the best one. They played Take my hand which is one of my favorite songs and I didn't even think I'll ever get to hear it live. I might have lost it a bit there. Well to be fair I lost it the same second they came on stage. Probably screaming all too hysteric. What else is new huh? The fact that my voice is gone sure isn't. Hah. Happens all the time. Even though getting into the THIRD row was hell. Like I mean literal hell. The crowd, the pushing, the squeeze you till your face goes all blue from lack of oxygene...ah yes. All that. But can I say it's worth it? I was right in the front like two meters in front of David who we all know I had a ''tiny'' crush on for the past thirteen years. Fuck has it really been that long? Hah. Even I can't believe it sometimes. Guess it's true what their song says ''cuz baby this ship aint never gonna sink''. I wish I could see more then one show though. One is never enough. I could watch them night after night after night and never get bored of them. The energy on stage, the songs, the smiles, the crowd screaming their lyrics as loud as they can. Holy hell it's perfect. Also the two openings ''The bottom line'' and ''Ghost town'' I didn't really know them before but fuck me they were good. I LOVED them. I love this venue in Wien ''Gasometer'' it's my favorite concert venue I've been in so far and I've seen a lot of them. Well I guess nothing beats a stadium but that's a different story. Third time is a charm they say because guess what guess what guess what??? I GOT DAVIDS GUITAR PICK. OH MY GOD. I completly freaked out there. Like those of you who know me know how much I've wanted one or better yet how crazy I am about that man. Hah. He was smiling the whole night, our eyes locked a couple of times and I felt like I'll melt into a puddle on the ground. Christ almighty. Not to mention that there's now a signed CD in my collection to which my family was completly oblivious to ''but mom you don't understand they literally touched this CD'' and she's like ''so what? It's not like it was Mick Jagger'' uh hello? They are my Mick Jagger. I don't care if they may never reach the fame and glory and succsess that the Rolling stones have. I don't care because for me they are better because I love them more then I'll ever love any band or any musician ever. Yes, more then Motley Crue more then Skid Row and more then Guns n' Roses combined. So at this point I would like to thank them yet again for making me happy, making the bad days less horrible, for always being here for me, for making me feel stronger and better. For picking me off the ground when I thought my entire world is falling apart. For giving me courage when I wanted to give up. Thank you, thank you, thank you, I love you so much.

Take my hand tonight let's not think about tomorrow, take my hand tonight we could find some place to go cause our hearts are locked forever and our love will never die, take my hand tonight one last time.