''Where are you going to be on New years eve?'' ''Drunk''

It's fucking friday night I should be flat on my back already what d'ya say? XD

A smart man once told me ''if you can't beat them join them''. Let's not go into details how this smart man was a rockstar and the advice was literally go with the flow of sex, drugs and rock n roll. Hah. He was right about one thing though, going with the flow. I had the best times when I stopped stressing out and just let go. It got a little out of control sometimes but hey, to be fair mistakes and bad choices often make the best stories. Which might explain why I got fucking wasted last night chugging whiskey, ''sobbing'' how life aint fair. I should be young in the 80's. When all my favorite bands were young. I would kill to see Springsteen, Jovi, Motley, Poison, Skid, Guns when they were on their prime. I'd kill to walk down the sunset strip in the early 80's. Party with those bands. Or hell if I was lucky, be able to sit and the studio and watch how the best songs, best records were put together. Had to be amazing. I'd kill to see the ''Music Peace festival'' in Moscow in 89' they had Jovi, Motley, Skid, Ozzy, Scorpions, oh my god! I'd give anything to see the original Queen at the live aid in 85'. I'd give anything to see Guns n' roses in 91' at Wembley when Skid Row opened for them. Some people say they'd go back to fix what they ''broke'', fix their mistakes, take a different path, fix what they regret. Well I wouldn't. I don't have such regrets. Past desitions brought me here, and even if everything is wrong at times I still wouldn't trade the life I have now. The people maybe but not my life. I love my music endlessly. I'd only go back to see them, to feel that vibe, to enjoy the music when it first came out, to feel the excitment, see the people, enjoy life in a time when there was no slutty pop singers ruining music, enjoy life when it didn't matter who you were music conected everyone. Everyone got together for Live aid and showed the world how strong music actually is. How it can change the world. So that is all I want. If it was possible, to go back in time and see that. There was a time when music was music, now it's bullshit. Almost everything recorded after 95' don't bother anyways it's crap. Now, since I wasn't there, obviously, and to make me suffer a little bit more, here's some of my favorite videos from these shows. It's friday, it's the holidays, let fucking loose, join me chugging whiskey on the dark side ;) but guys be smart and stay safe. Cheers! Love y'all. Happy Holidays ;)

A random note, I still believe this Queen show was the best concert ever played. Nobody will convince me otherwise.

And this is the second. Don't even try to fight me on this, you can't win.