I had never been more embarrassed of my nationality as I am today.

I said I'm starting over and making a new blog. A positive place for all the things I love and all the things I feel so passionate about but lately that has proven to be difficult. Lately it's so hard to stay positive or even keep the positive outlook on life. Last night was literally the final straw. I've been contemplating this for a while but now an idea is more then just an idea it's an actual plan. I don't want to live my entire life in this country. In a country full of hate, homophobia, surrounded by razor blade wire where the biggest problem isn't collapsing economy and politics but who loves who. I can't live in a country where the church has so much imput and can lie and manipulate people to vote in their favor. I can't live in a country filled with idiots who can barely count to ten much less make any serious desitions and I sure as fuck can't live in a country where majority thinks it's okay to decide and ruin the lives of minority. Haven't you realized by now? The church is a disgusting, greedy institution that lies, cheats, manipulates and has more ''sins'' on their own front doors then anyone else. This referendum was not ''for the children'', fuck all of you who are too god damn stupid to realize that. Adoption in this country is near impossible, there is no ''baby market'', homosexual couples won't ''buy children'', there is no such thing! The only thing that this law would change the thing that you now ruined is a chance for two people that love eachother getting married. Congratufuckinglations I hope you're real fucking proud of yourself. The only other thing you did is use children in your lying, deceiving, disgusting, dirty political campaign. To be honest you disgust me. Are we back in the middle ages? What's next you start burning women claiming they're witches? Jesus fucking christ. But good thing you worry about the children right? Good thing you don't turn the other way when kids go to bed hungry because both parents lost their jobs, good thing you don't turn around when the pedophilic priest touches, molests, rapes children, good thing you don't turn around when an abusive, alcoholic father beats them up every night. Good thing you don't turn around when there's bullying and abuse in schools from other kids, the kids you raise, the same dumb fucks as yourself. Oh wait, no, my bad. Those kids don't matter only kids of homosexual parents matter because god forbid a child having two loving parents of whatever gender. The only thing that fucking matters is you ruining the lives of 0,01% of people. Because in this country the churches influence is just too strong because there's no way one can be a family if it's not mom, dad, child. Well fuck you very much. I grew up without a dad, doesn't mean I didn't have a family. It only means I had a family different from your ''traditional'' bullshit. And so what? I turned out alright didn't I? My friend had ''normal'' straight parents growing up, parents that go to church every sunday and he turned out to be gay. Why? Because you don't wake up one day saying ''oh, you know what? I think I'm gonna be gay now, yeah that sounds like fun''. No, you're born gay and you people are just too damn dumb to realize that. And his family, ''loving'', ''supporting'', ''normal'' family said he's dead to them. But thank god he had a father and a mother growing up huh? And you call that good parents? Is that a family you want to live in, a family you want any child to live in? Jesus christ what is the matter with you? Is it really better to have rapes, abuse, alcoholism and god knows what else just in the sake of having two parents of different genders? Does it really matter who raises a child as long as they love that child and support them? But then again why am I even surprised? The majority of the people voting against; old, stupid, uneducated, religious, from the country where the only source of any kind of ''news'' is the preacher. Of fucking course. What a surprise really. But you know a wise man once said, we get what we deserve and this is excatly what we deserve, this is excatly what this close minded, hateful, stupid, judgemental country deserves. And if I quote someone for the end ''I sure hope one day homosexuals vote on heterosexual pay checks, let's call the referendum ''campaign for peace'' of course it won't be for peace but it will sure as hell sound nice''. I couldn't of say it better myself. You reap what you sow, we wanted this and now this is what we have. Democracy and independence. And what around 30% of people that attended making a law legal. Not just this law but every law in the past few years, every political party, every president, 30% deciding how the rest lives. I just...I can't even. I am completly done, with the people, with this country, with the politics, with everything and everyone. All I know is that this is not a place I want to live in, this is not the life I want to live and sure as fuck this is not a place I'd want to have a family in. Any family.