Showing posts with label bring me the horizon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bring me the horizon. Show all posts

Friday, October 27, 2017

It's like an avalanche I feel myself go under...

''Cut me open and tell me what's inside. Diagnose me cause I can't keep wondering why. And no it's not a phase cause it happens all the time. Start over, check again, now tell me what you find. Cause I'm going out of frequency, can anyone respond?
It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under, cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck. I never stood a chance, my heart is frozen over and I feel like I am treading on thin ice.''

                       


''Am I broken? What's the chance I will survive? Don't sugarcoat me, cause I feel like suicide, just give it to me straight cause I'm running out of time I need an antidote, now what can you prescribe?
It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck, I never stood a chance, my heart is frozen over and I feel like I am treading on thin ice and I'm going under...
I need a cure for me cause a square doesn't fit the circle, give me a remedy cause my head wasn't wired for this world.''

Monday, April 25, 2016

It's like an avalanche I feel myself go under.

Friday, 24th of April 1981. That makes it 35 years ago yesterday. You know what happened on that day? Motley Crue played their first ever show. Well actually they were opening for someone else in a venue Nikki worked at and begged his boss to let him do it. Thank god he did right? And I mean that first show was chaos. They never played a full show before, the crowd was flipping them off, some jackass spat on Vince which you know ended SO well that Vince leaped off stage on him and probably beat the shit outta him and then Nikki joined him whacking someone with his bass...It's a miracle they managed to play some songs in between all of this. But you know the chaos payed off because this was the begining of an amazing career. But lets not go there right now. I miss them like crazy. If I start writing about them I'll be a crying mess by the time this blog post comes to an end.
I was just going trough the list of greatest rock albums from the 80's and realized I need to update my wish list like a lot. Heh. Which by the brings us to why the hell my store doesn't have any music. I'm a proper idiot to be fair. Of course they can't have records, they only have new records and what I'm looking for are all old albums that weren't re issued. I'm an idiot. Really. I need a second hand shop or some shit. Well done Nikki you only needed a year to figure this out. Hah.
So while we're on this subject I obviously don't own much new music. I don't have that many cd's I mostly listen to vinyl or iTunes and to be fair I think this record is the only ''modern'' band that I actually have a record from. Heh.
I used to listen to A LOT of heavier stuff, death core, death metal, ''screamo'' as people called it. I still do actually, just not as much as I used to. Anyways I liked the old Bring me the horizon but I feel like with this record they really found their place. I love that they changed from their original sound and grew as artists. I love Oli's voice so much more here. He is such a great singer when he stops with all the violent screaming. I love the lyrics they're so honest on all the songs, I can relate to a lot of them. And I am so proud of Oliver, he came a long way. He opened up about his drug addiction, he got better, they made this perfect fucking album, really I am so proud of them. When Sempiternal came out which by the way is like the most under rated album out there you could see they're going into a new direction. And I was still a little surprised and taken back with this one. But in a good way mind you or the best way because it's absolutely amazing. There's not a song on it that I wouldn't like. I love them all. There's no filler, there's no dull moment. The entire record is a wild ride and it's fucking adictive I tell you that. 11 songs of pure listening pleasure. Ear orgasms if you will. Though I hate picking favorites I gotta say I enjoy Happy song, Throne, Follow you and Avalanche most. This record also comes with a copy on CD which is so cool because you know car music. Heh. Either way I loved it, it's ambitious, grand, emotional, fresh, fast, heavy and complex, it’s a record that demands the band be seen in a new, different light. If you are one of those stubborn fans saying you can't listen to the band now, shut the fuck up sit down and listen to it. Give it a chance without previous judgment and just enjoy it. I find it so stupid when fans say ''they sold out'', ''they changed'' blah blah blah. Like Adam is nothing like Freddie. Newsflash Freddie wrote a song called ''The show must go on'', he wanted the band to go on. And Adam never claimed to be Freddie, he admires him, he wants to do right by him but he knows he's no Freddie. So people saying they can't listen to Queen anymore because Adam sounds nothing like Freddie are idiots, Adam is an amazing singer, you need to give him a shot and then judge. I'm getting off topic here, point is ''That's the spirit'' is amazing, you'll enjoy it. If you're into rock, metal, heavier stuff then you'll love it. I believe it's one of the best albums in this music genre made in a long while. So please humor me, give it a chance. If you're a fan already well then you know this one is a great choice.
I'm going to put it on and play it now while sobbing into my math book. Yeah, I'm still there. And over the weather. It's actually snowing not so far away from me. What the fuck is that about? And then a bit more over Walking dead. Guys, you understand right? That clif hanger will kill me, how the fuck am I supposed to wait till October??? Fucking insanity. So yeah, happy monday. As happy as it can be at least. Enjoy your day, week and Game of Thrones premiere. But don't tell me shit I'm not on the last season yet. Cheers see you friday!

Friday, March 18, 2016

So you can drag me through hell if it means I can hold your hand.

Can't say this is excatly how I imagined my morning to go. Standing in the shower, shampooing my hair where suddenly the water goes out and I am informed that the neighbors are working on something so the water is going to be shut down for the next two hours. Yet the bitch ''forgot'' to mention. Let me point out that I'm lying on my bed in a towel, soap and shampoo all over my body and not even cold water to rinse that out. Life is wonderful is it not?
Have you guys seen the new Bring me the horizon video? No? Please do check it out because...holy shit it's good. Also this song is awesome, gotta say one of my favorites of of this album.
Guess who got all their shit done today? Well not me but someone probably did. Hah. I don't know is it this weird cold thing that fucked me up so bad or what it was but jesus christ I have no energy lately. For nothing. And I get so mad and frustrated because you know I have shit to do and I'm just putting it off. Why? It's not that I'm lazy it's that I literally can't bring myself to do stuff. I can't even finish up a drawing request I have laying around. I think it's about time I say enough is enough and bring myself to do something. Good luck with that one aye. It's kinda like that text message of ''inspiration'' my friend sent me the other day ''if Nikki made it throgh the 80's then you sure as fuck can make it through today''. I mean I'm not saying that's not true but I'm not particulary happy about it. The near thought that he could be dead right now makes me sick. Suppose I have a hard time coping with death. Then again who doesnt? Actually no, I've met a few people who ''handle loss differently''...I mean alright I understand people are different and I'm aware that all living things die but I just don't understand certain things. Like how can you say loosing a loved one wouldn't affect you just because you look at death ''differnetly''? I suppose those are words from people who never lost anyone who really mattered to them. Or am I just too ''sensitive''? I'm really confused sometimes. People can be so weird. I mean either everyone around me is insane or I'm insane I really don't know anymore. I wish I had some anwsers but life is rarely that easy huh? Am I really THAT different? To a point where I can't get along with nobody? Am I completly alone? Is there really nobody like me? With the same passion for art and music, with the same dreams for something better. With as much love for animals and nature. With the same ammount of hate for certain things like judgment based on appearance or animal cruelty, or people who are rude just because they don't agree with you. We can all have our own opinions and they don't have to be the same. Or people with a superior problem, people who think they are so much better then you. Or people who pretend to be your friends but you turn around and they stab you in the back. Yeah pretty much all of the above. People will always be people, they disappoint you, they hurt you, they use you...I suppose I should be used to it by now huh?
Anyways enough about that how about something more positive? Here are some concert pictures I got printed out...
This is a developing problem though. I have no more space. They are literally everywhere by now. Not that I mind, I mean it's always nice to have something beautiful to look at. Maybe I should have like a photo album huh? That would solve my problems right away. Wait a second this is actually not such a bad idea like a ''book'' type thing with photos, tickets, maybe guitar picks if I'm ever lucky again to catch some more. My fellow concert goers you know how hard that is right? Also, check out these...
I literally found these, I wouldn't actually buy records with basically two songs on them. To much work flipping them over all the time. Heh. But well these are nice, I do like Tom Jones, Frank Sinatra and Elvis. I mean of course it's Elvis after all. They used to be my aunts. She had a big collection but to my missfortune it was mostly classical music which you know I respect but just can't stomach. Except like Clair de lune...that one is really beautiful. I imagine I have all the Twilight fans paying attention just about now? Heh. Calm down kids this has nothing to do with Twilight I knew and loved the song before they even used it. In other news I didn't fuck up the exam on tuesday, got another 90% which is great but it also kinda bugs me, I just can't seem to climb back to 100% I don't know why. I'll shut up now because next week I have a really hard exam lined up and I'll be happy if I pass much less 90%...I'd probably danced butt naked on my street in the rain if that ever happens. Hah. Don't get excited. It's not happening. Ever. Aight I best be getting back to my studying...which is what I'll be doing the entire weekend, study and get ''stoned'' with sage tea and candy maybe my throat and voice will go back to normal then. Wishful thinking aye? Have a good weekend guys, stay safe and have a drink for me too lord knows I need it after a week like this one. Cheers!